And so begins my descent...
January 7, 2026
Mood: apathetic
Now Playing: KMFDM – "Dogma"
So I made this because I couldn't find any other blogging sites that actually work the way I remember them working back in the day. Wordpress used to be somewhat okay and blogspot was cool, but now idk. I guess I could probably take a peek on LiveJournal or something and see what's going on over there, but for now I'll just tell you why this blog exists. Because maybe some people coming across it that are curious have no fucking clue who I am since they are not the handful of friends I've shared it with.
Basically I've been termed from tumblr twice for associating with the TCC. I've always been an edgy persona, always posted fucked up things, I even had a gore phase. I have always been one to consume morbid, grotesque, and fucked up content thanks to unbridled internet access as a child. I truly miss the old days of the net where you could just stumble across something no one should see.
But most of all, I miss the days before censorship. The days where you could say anything, read anything, see anything, post anything. No one who ever posted a song, or an album, or a movie or even a few seconds of some show online ever sought to profit off of it. But you can't find movie quotes a lot of the time because of some copyright violation. As if anyone would see Hollywood level production on YouTube from something they've already seen a million times and think UndertakerFan98 or whatever the fuck made it? The excuse is bogus. They should just admit they are obsessed with controlling information. These evil corporations that insist on encroaching on every damn thing—phhysical or not—are the ones obsessed with that sort of thing. Every single fucking thing has to be monetized now. It's dumb af.
I fucking digress.
The point is, this site exists as a big middle finger to Yahoo or whoever the fuck owns Tumblr nowadays that are making it even shittier than before. Their attempt to sanitize a place that has been made utterly filthy without actually doing anything to keep kids safe is laughable. The site is crawling with weird pedos who are pretending their mental disease is their gender. I'm not even one of those wingnut idiotic MAGAtards, I have no issue with transpeople or queer or whatever. You will learn that as you read through this site. But it's just hard to ignore something like that when it is pushed to peoples' algorithms. Like I didn't even realize I had the mature content filter on and I was watching people die, get mutilated, throw up on each other, fucking in all sorts of ways. I saw nudity and violence nonstop and I doubt reporting it would've done anything cuz their stupid fucking algorithm is only built to sweep shit under the rug.
Whatever. I'll probably definitely be ranting about this sort of shit a lot. And yeah this blog is going to be in chronological order the proper way so you can get the narrative straight. I can't be bothered to do shit all backwards, but I was nice enough to give you some navigation!
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How to avoid getting banned (maybe)
January 8, 2026
Mood: nihilistic
Now Playing: COMBICHRIST – "This Shit Will Fuck You Up"
I posted this on Tumblr, but was pretty much instantly termed again... probably for this lol. I didn't even use any of the hashtags since they were all nuked to shit anyway.
- If your blog is mostly normal, not overly sexual and not overly edgy, it will be fine if you post a couple of Totally Cool Content things here and there.
- Do not have any perps as your profile picture. Crop them in some way, edit them, put a filter over them, but make sure in some way that it is harder for the AI facial recognition thing that is built into every mainstream social media platform.
- Do not comment hateful or reactionary things on anyone's posts, especially normies (this should be obvious.)
- Avoid commenting on normie posts at all and block as many as you possibly can. Like I'm talking every annoying liberal rainbow capitalist post you see on your feed, fucking block that person.
- Avoid excessive use of slurs and nono words.
Not only did they get rid of anything to do with true crime, they fucked with the tags for Zero Day. But not Elephant? Lol.
I literally had a new blog for 2 whole days after waiting almost a year. I wasn't doing anything too crazy, I was even in fact condemning school shootings and public shootings for the most part because they are objectively retarded and pointless. Tumblr just doesn't like any sort of violent talk. Their little AI detector bot just sees mention of guns and laws and kids and starts shitting itself. Like I swear to god dude the timing is so fucked that I've convinced myself that this is somehow my fault. I know that's the mania talking and I am feeling extra GODLIKE right now than usual, but wtf lol. I don't think that if I started blowing up the way that I did, that this would've happened.
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I'm back, bitchez
January 18, 2026
Mood: elated
Now Playing: KMFDM – "Me & My Gun"
Sorry it's been retardedly fucking long since I've updated this. I decided to make a new Tumblr and I'm surprised it lasted as long as it has. I've just moved and it was a whole ordeal getting internet and all that shit because I don't make a lot of money. Shocking I know.
I'll be doing a major overhaul to the site as well as adding an archive for information on every American school shooting in chronological order. I just think it would be something interesting/useful to whoever might want to know and a lot of the cases pre-Columbine are not well documented.
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Proud of how things are looking now :)
January 19, 2026
Mood: high af
Now Playing: Switchblade Symphony – "Clown"
I have updated my archive of US School Mass Shooters with as much information as possible on everyone leading up to Columbine. I feel like there is too much emphasis on copycats, LARPers that get caught, and anyone in the community that actually does manage to do something insane. My goal here is to sort of prove that there's a lot more to this than being inspired by whoever else did it. The shooters I've posted so far all have one thing in common, but it is not a shitty childhood, being bullied at school, or liking violent media. Who's to say Brenda Spencer was not watching violent films with her dad? Or even while alone, skipping school or when he was out at work? I could try to find out by writing her a letter maybe, but idk lol. We'll see.
The point is, a lot of these people had perfectly normal upbringings. Some of them were mentally ill or abused or neglected or some combination of those, but for the most part the common symptom seems to be rage. I am adjusting my previous view now that it is alienation from one's own humanity that is the one thing that always causes these things. I'm not completely throwing it out the window though. I think that untempered anger is the only thing that could make someone do something like this besides pure, unadulterated insanity. Wrath, if you will ;)
Anyways that's all I really have to ramble about as of now. I hope whoever's lurking around here is having a good time. I think I'm going to make a separate account and site for forensics and ballistics that will also be linked here. In case anyone would give a shit about that, but I have a feeling some of you freaks will lol...
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